So.
I came out as bisexual to my mom today.
And she proceeded with her usual bullshit: the state of my soul, I'm not allowed to get married, blah blah blah.

Ah, that's right, you don't really know my mom. Well, she's a pretty typical conservative Catholic mother who isn't kicking me out, but she is forcing me to be a nun-.- anyway

So I got her reaction, I knew what would happen, and I don't really care. But here's the problem: she doesn't want me to tell my dad until I'm absolutely sure that it isn't the devil tampering with me. She said, and I quote: "I will leave no stone overturned to help you oversome this temptation. It would be as if you had cancer, I would do anything to rid you of it. (I gave her a look and didn't say anything) What, you want to stay like this?!"

So my mom thinks I'm fucking infected. What's worse is that she believes that my obsession with Japan is the largest influence, and she's banned me from the computer. Except she's asleep, so she can't do anything now. But seriously, I've liked girls since I was 10 *headdesk* she can't grasp that concept.

And now? I can't tell my dad. I have no idea what he's going to do. Apparently my uncle (father's brother) has been gay right under my nose. The relatives lied to me: they were not living together to make rent easier to pay>.< This uncle was kicked out by my grandfather and was estranged from the family until grandchildren were born, and then he was allowed to play the caring, awesome uncle who buys us expensive stuff. My other uncles make fun of him behind his back and only when I'm not looking, as well-.-

So pretty much, I'm scared as fuck as to what my dad is gonna do. I tell my dad everything, because I can't depend on my mom in her religion-induced stupor. I don't know how to bring it up, and I don't want to hide it from him because I know he'll feel like he's been had when we tell him.

Well, life really does suck, neh?